Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Thoughts from Boundiali

(Disclaimer: Because I don’t have much time with computers I decided to give you more quantity than quality)


A TIME SUCH AS THIS ( about the Youth Group in Boundiali)

When you go to Cote d’Ivoire you can say you’re going to ‘Africa’, when you go to Egypt you’re going to ‘Africa’ as well, and even yet, if you head to Madagascar it is still perfectly acceptable to say you are going to ‘Africa’. We use the word to describe a whole lot of different things. And I believe this is because ‘Africa’ has an air about it; an air of mystery and wonder. And we often hold perceptions in the back of our heads of what it is supposed to be like.

That is exactly what I think happened to Chrissy and I. We forgot that the people living in villages in northern Cote d’Ivoire are really quite similar to us. They may eat, sleep, talk, look, and work differently than us, but some things are really quite the same, and one of those things is youth group.

Chrissy and I were shocked that there seemed to be a lot of not very healthy habits in our youth group. We had expected a rock-solid, thriving, dynamic youth group that never wavered amongst thousands of neighbors who call upon spirits or who pray five times a day to Allah. So when they seemed to spend a lot of time on their cellphones texting people they liked we didn’t really know what to think.

However, during our second week in Boundiali, our coordinating pastor came to visit. Over some attieke he casually asked if we had any questions. Quickly it came to both of our minds, “What is wrong with our youth group?!” After describing some of the things we had observed, he agreed that they did not sound like they were taking the word of God very seriously. But he didn’t stop there. He continued. He explained that us living in Boundiali will change things here and one of those things could be the youth group. He said that we were here for a time such as this, that if God wanted to change the youth here at AEBECI Boundiali (my church) he might want us to be the catalyst of that change. We then read through Esther 4, when Mordecai boldly tells Esther that if deliverance to the Jews does not come through her it will come another way but who knows if she was put in royalty for a time such as this?

His words stopped me. Mordecai spoke very wisely here, and Esther’s efforts liberate an entire race from annihilation. And here Chrissy and I are among a group of our peers, who we see on a regular basis, who also are at risk of a horrible death. No one is saved by going to church, whether you live in Canada or Niakaramandougou Jesus is the only way to the father. And if you are not with the giver of light and life than all that is left is death. And the time is near.

Chrissy and I will start a weekly bible study with the girls in the youth group in January. We are praying a lot over the time, our hearts are at peace, and our minds and hands are ready to start working. Whatever God will give us to give, we are ready. And I don’t think anytime soon we are going to forget that in our society we can either be a part of the problem or a part of FIXING the problem.



YOU KNOW YOU'RE IN BOUNDIALI… (A poem)

when the only mirror is at the bottom of the well
when a banana peel is a potholder
and so are two corn cobs
when your mom is confused why you don’t have a fiancé
when you wake up before the sun
when your toe nails are never clean
even though you take two baths a day
when your mother speaks 3 languages
but neither writes nor reads
when you wash dishes in mud
but handing someone a cup with your left hand is dirty
when you can spot 10 pigs at all times
when you learn to be truly thankful to God for your ‘daily bread’ because you’ve eaten rice for 4 meals straight
when you can pass days without speaking English
and weeks without seeing another American
when you can smile all day
but cry at night


you know you’re in Boundiali when life is hard, but it is good, and God is always faithful

Saturday, November 30, 2013

November

Beautiful Boundiali from the small mountain

On Wednesday, twelve, very tired, white (but much tanner) people cried and laughed and held each other tightly. The first three weeks in the village were rough for my team. They were not very happy weeks, but that doesn’t mean they were bad weeks. Without being able to take every one of you here to see, the best I can describe it is very different and very difficult.

Many of the elements of western life that bring comfort or joy are absent in the Ivorian village. In America, I have a way that I sleep, eat, use the bathroom, and talk that I am used too. But I found in the village, that often I am lying on my straw mattress at 2:00 am wondering why there is a party outside my window and if I’ll be tired when I wake up in the dark around 5:40 to start work. Breakfast will most be likely be left over rice and sauce or cabato (a dish made from corn and water that tastes like tofu). The toilet is four walls with a hole in the ground. And if any of the previously described things happens to be stressful, have fun trying to explain that to your sister who only speaks Senoufo or your mom who’s never seen a washing machine.

Upon arriving in our villages, it is custom here for each of us to be given a new name in whatever is the maternal language of our family. So on my first morning, after crying a good portion of the night, I was informed that the wife of my dad’s older brother, who had been living with my family, had given birth last night to a girl. Therefore, my dad gave me the name Nibondjéwin which means good stranger because I had brought “bonheur” or goodness/joy to the family. There is another girl on my team who received Nèrigèsoho which means the union of two families and two churches.

Our lives here are strange and hard, but we live alongside our families and churches here, and at the end of the year none of us will be the same. The same night I cried because I felt alone, my aunt probably shed a few tears in pain. We are so different and yet so similar. It baffles me the ways that our lives intertwine and affect each other. Through all the difficulties and discomforts God always reigns and he is working here. I know that I have learned a lot, and it is my prayer that God is using me to spread his kingdom as well.

 Love Katie

This is my church during Senoufo service. There are approximately 200 people who regularly
come on Sundays to the Senoufo service
and 100 for the french service.

Prayer Requests
-          Chrissy and I will start a girl’s bible study that meets every Sunday evening in January. This will be the first girl’s bible study the church has ever had in Boundiali (they’ve had one woman’s study) so please pray that many girls will come and pray for Chrissy’s and my ability to communicate in French.

-          The pastor here (my host dad) shared with me that as the leader of a congregation of 300, not to mention a family of eight he often feels very discouraged. The pastoral job is one of the lowest paying in Cote d’Ivoire (My family lives on $3 a day and the food from their fields). Although, he said God always is faithful I want to pray that others in the church will rise up to take responsibility as well. 

My room

My 2 year old sister Abigaël who is always eating. She is one of my 6 siblings.



Wednesday, October 30, 2013

October


As many of you know, the first two months here in Cote d’Ivoire are dedicated to preparation for the full time ministry I will be doing later.

I’ve been studying French, and it’s been encouraging to see my French improve from classroom theories to practical phrases and heartfelt conversations. I really treasure one conversation I had with a Cameroonian girl here, about how we saw a lot of growth in our walk with God when we left our childhood homes. She said that in Cameroon she liked Jesus but she didn’t ‘know’ Jesus until she was here in Cote d’Ivoire. The conversation didn’t happen quickly, or particularly elegantly, but we were able to express ourselves and share something special.

I’ve also dedicated myself in my free time to studying Djoula, Senoufo, and German. And although my capacity in those languages doesn’t cover much more than greetings, numbers, and random objects, it’s been a joy to see how irreplaceable it is to learn other’s heart languages.

Besides language study, we’ve had seminars on culture shock, emotional baggage, health, daily hygiene, history and geography of Cote d’Ivoire, Islam, evangelism and missions, and most recently history of the church. For language and cultural practice I have visited a pottery village, the pagne (fabric) market, the sheep market, a university, and a mosque. And then most recently I have been regularly visiting a catholic orphanage to help care for the babies there.

I’ve learned so much, but the more I understand, it seems like the more questions I begin to have. I understood that my Cameroonian friend liked Jesus but didn’t know him, but I want to know why in French, connaître (to know) Jesus is, for lack of a better word, better than liking or loving him?

And it seems like now that my mind has started questioning things, it’s questioning everything. Why did God want me here? What will I do here? What can I do here? What should I do here?

Here’s some things God has revealed to me:

  • “Without faith it is impossible to please God” - Hebrews 11:6. So I have been praying a lot for faith.

  • 1 Peter 2:19 says “For it is commendable if a man bears up under the pain of unjust suffering because he is conscious of God.” Also later in verse 23, there is the example of Jesus “when they hurled insults at him he did not retaliate; when he suffered, he made no threats. Instead, he entrusted himself to him who judges justly.” This verse I found really beautiful because I understood that peace in trouble comes from knowing God. So I have also been praying that God would help me become conscious of Him.

I don’t know the answer to my questions but I think that part of faith is just not knowing and seeking God for today and for right now.




Tuesday, September 24, 2013

September

Hello everybody! I love it here! We spent the first night in Abidjan, then drove to our home base in Bouake, then spent the next week in Korhogo at the Mission Dispensary and now I’m back at the center in Bouake : ) Here’s some things I thought I’d share with you!


Example Daily Schedule

7:30 - Bible Study
9:00 - Seminar (So far we have had seminars on Journey Corps Policies, Culture Shock, Keeping Good Health in Cote d’Ivoire, and Emotional Baggage)
11:00 - French Class
12:30 - Lunch
1:00 -  One hour rest (Usually I need a nap)
2:00 - French practice or another seminar
4:00 - Free time (Usually I do my french hw then try and play a sport and sometimes I have to do some laundry)
7:00 - Dinner (Dinners often take place at other people’s homes it’s a visiting time that usually lasts until late at night)
10:00 - Hopefully Bedtime (Usually after another shower and some time in the Bible)



Some things that I’m getting used too

-          Waking up early to a cold shower
-          Eating bread almost every breakfast
-          Being polite by greeting EVERYBODY with “Bonjour! Comment tu vas?” before lunch and “Bonsoir. Comment tu vas?” after lunch.
-          Remembering that whenever I need to know something the conversation should go as follows
Me: “Hello”
Person: “Hello”
Me: “How are you”
Person: “Good, and you?”
Me: “Good, and your house?”
Person: “Good, and yours?”
Me: “Good”

Pause

Me: “So I was wondering if you knew where I could find some scissors?”
(and of course all of the above happens in french)
-          Men holding hands as an expression of friendship
-          Choosing between 5 shirts day after day
-          Never using my left hand since it’s traditionally used for personal hygiene (a.k.a it’s your poop hand)
-          Wearing a pagne as a skirt (A pagne is basically a multipurpose rectangular sheet of fabric. So far mine has served as a skirt, sheet, jacket, and towel)
-          Living with 7 other Americans (Surprisingly this is more of a transition for me than living with 4 germans)



Things I am praising God for:

-          Rain, rain, rain!
-          Getting to climb 2 mountains
-          Rooming with an awesome German named Nathalie Josephine (Najo for short literally pronounced like Nacho)
-          Getting to learn 4 languages (French, Senoufo, Djoula, and German)
-          Learning to dance in church
-          Bike rides under the beautiful Ivorian sky
-          Taking motorcycle taxis


And if that isn’t already too much info for you, we’re going through the book of Daniel in bible study on Wednesday Nights in case anyone wanted to go through it too! Some people have been asking about prayer requests, and besides simply asking God how to be praying for me, I would appreciate if you'd be praying for my team. Some of them are having a difficult time transitioning, and since were all living together we all live with each others problems. 

Love Katie 

Monday, September 2, 2013

August


This is the second stanza of a poem by Sir Francis Drake:

"Disturb us, Lord, when
With the abundance of things we possess
We have lost our thirst
For the waters of life;
Having fallen in love with life,
We have ceased to dream of eternity
And in our efforts to build a new earth,
We have allowed our vision
Of the new Heaven to dim."

This past month has been very scattered. Which is why I am currently writing this 'August' update on the 2nd of September in an airport in Denver (Sorry about that for any avid blog readers). All of my belongings have been packed and many sad goodbyes have been said. And it's been difficult. And its been scary. 

But the line in the poem above that says 'when we have ceased to dream of eternity' has been a constant reminder to me of the beauty of God's plans. On a big scale there is God's amazing plan to redeem us so that we can spend eternity with him in heaven. But on a personal scale, all the difficulties I am facing now are broadening and brightening my vision of an eternity with Christ. I have been challenged to have more hope and joy in my Savior, and the house that he prepares for me. So if any of you are feeling loss right now be it of a person, place, or thing I pray that you too may begin to dream more often, and more elaborately, of what is awaiting for us. One of my leaders here reminded me of this passage in Mathew 19:

"Peter answered him, “We have left everything to follow you! What then will there be for us?”
Jesus said to them, “Truly I tell you, everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or fields for my sake will receive a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life."

Next time I write I'll be in Africa!!

Friday, July 26, 2013

July

The end of July is when I need to have 70% of my monthly support committed and 100% of my sending expenses in. That deadline and raising support didn't worry me, though. I was trying to schedule meetings with friends and family, and I knew that as for timing – In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps” Proverbs 16:9

One friend shared with me that God leads us step by step, and all we can do is take the next step. I found that very encouraging, because the whole process of Journey Corps has been a completely new and unfamiliar experience, and I never would have expected to be doing all of this right now. 

However, when the last week of July finally came, and I was 13% supported, I began to wonder what God’s plans were. I strive to not worry because of Matthew 6:25-34, but I think it is accurate to say I was quite a bit outside my comfort zone. There was one day, when I was feeling particularly helpless and then suddenly remembered a bible story that I had learned through my parent’s bible storying training. It was the story of Jesus feeding the 5,000…

Now I know many of you have already heard this story (Mathew 14Mark 6Luke 9, & John 6), but let me tell it to you again. There were definitely small details that changed the way I understood the story.

Jesus had a very close cousin named John, whom He had had a very close connection with from even before birth. One day he received news that the king had had John beheaded and then his head served on a platter. After hearing the distressing news Jesus retreated to a solitary place by boat. However, due to Jesus’ popularity crowds followed him running by foot. When Jesus saw the crowds He had great compassion for them and healed the sick. When it began to get late Jesus’ disciples advised that Jesus send the people away since the nearby towns were far away. Jesus however responded that they did not need to be sent away and that the disciples should, in fact feed them.

“We only have here ONLY five loaves and two fish” (emphasis mine) was their response. But Jesus’ response was to take the loaves and fish, thank God, break them and then provide them to the people.

That day 5,000 men plus their wives and children were fed, and twelve basketfuls of extra food were collected.

So what was the difference between Jesus and his disciples?

Jesus said in John Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these so it’s not that the disciples couldn't do it. It’s that the disciples were not aware of who God was. They were not thinking of how God is an all providing God or truths like this “I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people,” Ephesians 1:18.

I instantly felt the peace that passes all understanding as I reminded myself that I am in no way poor or lacking because I have a God who provides immensely.

As I thank God for his reminders, and his grace, I’ll be praying for you. I'll be asking that you, also, remember who you are, and who God is, and what he has called us all to.



Love Katie



P.S. For those of you who have been praying for my financial support, I am currently at 60% and asking God to provide 10% in the next 4 days. Praise God for his provision and thank you for all of your prayers. If you would like to give you can do so by clicking here.

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

June

June has been a time of refocusing and renewing.

I've officially graduated from high school. And I am officially pursuing God's call to serve in missions this next year. Can you believe it?!

This August I plan to head to Cote d'Ivoire with World Venture in order to grow more in my understanding of God and what he wants to do in the world by living alongside West Africans and learning how to serve them.

But why do I go? 

I go because God is who he says He is. He is the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end, and He rearranged my college plans to lead me into cross cultural missions. And that is exactly what I want to talk about in this blog update: who God is. 

Some of you might know that God has many names, in particular God is called many different things in Hebrew and Greek throughout the Bible. Some of the more common names are:


ELOHIM: God “Creator, Mighty and Strong” (Genesis 17:7Jeremiah 31:33)
ADONAI: “Lord” (Genesis 15:2Judges 6:15)
EL ELYON: “Most High" (Deuteronomy 26:19)
YHWH / YAHWEH / JEHOVAH: “LORD” (Deuteronomy 6:4Daniel 9:14)
YAHWEH-RAPHA: "The Lord Who Heals" (Exodus 15:26)
YAHWEH-TSIDKENU: "The Lord Our Righteousness” (Jeremiah 33:16)

All of God's names are beautiful, but most recently He has been YAHWEH-JIREH to me. Yahweh-Jireh or more commonly heard Jehovah-Jireh means "The LORD will provide". The name was given to God by Abraham when the LORD provided a sacrificial ram to replace Abraham's son Isaac (Genesis 22:14). 

God has been doing amazing things here as well. One day I read on Facebook that one of my teammates for next year Hannah (read her blog here) was feeling discouraged in her process of building a partnership team. I had other things but Hannah stayed on my mind all day. That night I had to prepare a lesson for a Sunday School class I teach, and, ironically, the curriculum had me teaching the story of Hannah. As I read through the passages in Samuel, I began to see the beauty of the parallel. Hannah in the bible became so upset that she could not eat. So she went and prayed fervently to the LORD for a son. And she promised that her son's life would be dedicated to the LORD's service. My friend Hannah has dedicated next year to learning God's heart for missions and service, and she is feeling discouraged. Upon realizing that this was too much coincidence to not be the Holy Spirit, I went ahead and emailed Hannah. But I think God intended for me also to understand more how he works. The words that are used in the passage say, "The LORD remembered Hannah" and I know that He will remember me.

I'm praying for a lot this month, but one of my prayers is for all my partners and everyone reading this, as well as myself that we will become more aware of the all-providing God. 



After I re-listened to this song it helped me realize 
the theme of God's provision over this past month.



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